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Behind The Barn – 2.Sep.-8.Oct.2013

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Daisy’s Garden – 3.Sep.-6.Oct.2013

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The Back Barn – 15-17.Sep.2013

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The Back Barn Revisted: 9.Oct.2013

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The Front Barn – 15.Sep.-3.Oct.2013

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16 September 2013
Dearest K,
Not sure why you aren’t talking to me. I guess you are too busy being angry. I don’t think I have done or said anything to fuel that anger.
You know I understand and am here when you need me. I can’t make everything all better and I know its rough going right now.
You didn’t offend me when you commented about my being lucky to have a job. My response was to show understanding and acknowlede that I am indeed a lucky lady.
Now, I am going to channel both of our mother’s for a minute.
As I am SURE one of them would say….dust yourself off, get up, get yourself together and do something!
You have talent and ability, get someone you know there to help you. Quit being stubborn and let people help you if they can. You are NOT alone, you have people who care so let them give you a hand.
I.E. Can I help with storage?
You can give help and kindness back to them in the future if you wish. Use your talent and make some pamphlets listing your specialties and distribute them around the neighborhood! Maybe you can be a handyman or something! You can make art out of cow dung….you can fix things with a toothpick some chewing gum and a paperclip! I HAVE SEEN IT!
Ok enough pep talk, just keeping it real my frIend.
I know you can do this. I know it!!!
Have faith in yourself if you can’t have faith in anyone else….you have been through HELL and back and its not over yet. If you choose to give up you are missing out on some fun times with me in the future and who knows what else. I won’t give up on YOU.
I hope I haven’t made you upset with me now.
I love you!
N

19 September 2013
Wow, I thought friends forgave each other for mistakes. I have tried my best to make you understand that I meant no harm by my previous comment. You have been working hard and I understand that my words were inappropriate, but what the hell? I am human too. I have been working 12-13 hour days too and come home every night in tears because my body hurts so bad.
I KNOW what hard work is and I know what it’s like to go without and I know what it’s like to feel all alone and like the world is out to get me. I thought we understood each other?
I have tried to be a good frIend and a good listener. I have spoken honestly and openly, offered ideas and tried to lighten your mood when possible. I have never judged you or tried to urge you to be anything other than YOU.
However it seems that now I am another person you can be pissed off at and regard as one that purposefully went out of their way to hurt you.
That’s never been my intention, and if that’s really how you feel about me then I guess that’s your right.
Have at it, be mad at me too.
I will still care about you and hope for “good different” for your future.
Bon Chance
N

28 September 2013
Jude,

I have been pondering your last email and it comes down to this….MY true friends don’t keep dragging up my mistakes and faults again and again……
I have never judged you or purposefully been unkind. Like I said before I am truly sorry that my comment offended you, it was not intended that way. I am not going to keep asking you to forgive me.
True frIends don’t have to.
I am not one of those people that has done wrong to you. I also never expected anything except good conversation and a few laughs between two people that understood each other. I thought I helped you by being there to talk things over and by being honest with you.
That’s what frIends do, but sometimes they screw up along the way. I think I was mistaken from the very beginning, we are just acquaintances. With that I bid you a fond adieu and a last bon chance.
Truly, I hope you find peace and happiness with a true friend someday.
Nancy